If we really want to know The Truth so we can understand Godís ways -- then we can ask the Lord questions and He will answer our questions. But -- if we ask why God is doing something because we doubt if God knows what He is doing -- we will find out nothing from Him. Those that seek God must believe that He is God and that He is a re-warder of those that seek Him. (Heb 1:6)
If your vision and purpose arenít greater than your fear -- you wonít let go of the control of your own life; I must be able to lose my life to the calling of God I see in order to take hold of the life God is offering me and each one of us.
The destiny we are assigned to is waiting for us to arrive as the ambassador of God to bring life into that garden and colonize it for Godís Kingdom.